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Beauty in the Beast
6/03/2005
忍不了
我相信愛情,是在一廂情願的層面上,它是無私無痛無恨無阻,我願意出力包容了解明白接受;但我忘了關係是兩個人的事,另一個體自然有他的一套。『其他人的關係也是這樣艱難嗎?』每一次覺得頭痛,我也這樣問,問天問地無人能應。跟他一起,真的常常頭痛,前一天,我從新把專注放回自己身上,感覺年輕了十載。我開始渴望重歸自由,我為什麼要這樣磨滅自己?我開好討厭他的一些東西,他常常抱怨、他太多情緒卻不容許別人有情緒、他永遠是對的、他總是皺著眉說這說那、他不準我這樣但他自己就可以隨心以行。他話他給了我全世界,我卻感受到全世界的孤寂與痛疼。這兩天我沒有聲淚俱下地跟他理論與溝通,我選擇沉默,我雖然笑著說那是權宜之計,但心底裡知道我已經沒有以前那麼熱誠、我好累好悶,我想飛。 
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