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Beauty in the Beast
7/04/2005
化蝶
那天,就在我們戀愛記念日的前一天,我們在他家中用盡全力咁坦白起來。美人是非常自我中心的生物,但自問在這段關係裡我真的為他著想了很多;但我又知「很多」都不等如佢會 feel 到,佢一日未 feel 到,我還未成功!正如我老母成日話愛愛愛愛我,但日日咁小我,搞到我無日安寧,豈問我又點會覺得佢愛乜死我呢?

講番佢同我,個日我收起把口,認真去聽,不像平時那樣跟他死過,我站著聽,他坐著罵,越聽越心痛,我想大叫:『我真的真的很愛你!我真係有做過野!』但我沒有,我怕這樣會分了心,我想認真去聽,突然,我看見卓上的水樽、胃藥、香水,還有還有,全部都是我買給他的。這時我覺得好冤枉,於是就放聲豪哭,這一輩子也沒有這樣哭過,像缺氧般痛哭。我跟他說我心很痛,也覺很好寂寞,我出了力,但你感覺唔到;我又知講多都無用,我將生命的中心填滿了你,我都知你也是這樣做,我們好痛,但我們真真實實愛著對方……是那種邊哭邊說的情間。就這樣,他突然醒了起來,他用力抱著我說對不起,對不起,說自己真的很愛我,卻偶而不能表達出來。

之後,我們都好累,但心比任何時間更熱情,更明白,就這樣,我們又快樂起來了。
 
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