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Beauty in the Beast
7/25/2005
有分數
昨天我們又在吵,其實是我又被吵。內容不太重要,重點是他的情緒實在上落很大。美人從未這樣戀愛過,有點像被精神虐待。那天我抱著真空煲從銅鑼家走到他家,心想:我是這般全情投入去愛,給了所有,真的所有。

今天放工致電醜樣吐一吐苦水,她問我覺得他煩嗎?我說非常,他是我遇過最 Q 煩的人,還要這般親密地每天對著。她問這段關係令我開心嗎?我停了一會,又答其實不是太開心。她問我為何還跟他在一起?我說因為我愛他,而現在沒有好的理由離開。

那天我獨自回到銅鑼家取真空煲,看見家已成家,感動得眼濕濕,雞翼、饅頭跟我曾經在這間房子尖叫,好大好大聲的那一種,好正好大好乾淨。我們那時說要怎樣那樣,然後我放低了它,全力在愛。我從來沒有在這兒過夜,這兒有自由新鮮的空氣,沒有人說我應該怎樣工作/ 走路/ 說話/ 笑/ 吃東西……有一天,或許,我累了,愛血涸乾的時候,我自然會離開。
 
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