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Beauty in the Beast
8/19/2005

阿仔的不安全感充滿了整個空間,而頭痛亦佔據了美人的腦袋。也許是想得太多了吧?他愛我。我愛他。走在一起時,不同的這與那嚇怕了他。我仍然相信愛情,超越所有常理的愛情。潤澤蒼生萬物的情愛甘露,治癒世間各種頑疾的萬能神藥。每一次走到分手邊緣,我都會問自己是否做得不足、是否不夠珍惜,是否還未盡全力。

這幾天,他很寧靜,他用文字跟我一一控訴。我在看,心痛想辯護;但最痛的還是傷害了他。我不怕吃苦,也不怕失去一點點的真我,怕的是看見這個人受傷。他只不過為愛人,為何落得不似人型?我只不過想愛他,讓他過得快樂一點,但卻讓他的生命鋪上雪霜。原來自己死不怕,最怕看著我愛的人死。

我在想,如果阿仔不跟我走在一起,也許會比較快樂。
 
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