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Beauty in the Beast
11/13/2005
如果說出來
不停偷偷重播金髮女人的《因為您》,由第一次一路喊一路唱,到而家扮無事成日聽,努力又自然地面對痛,是痛完再痛的漫長經歷。對自己沒有的能耐及特質既無奈又想要。愛愛小孩的男人,但偏偏自己不是小孩,也裝不來。用這一個缺口的破邊使勁地割損心房上的每一片皮膚,不自覺的鞭撻手背,埋怨手心的力不夠持久。自己打自己,比誰都打得應掍,打得入骨。還記得上一次喜歡別人,他的情人就是那種笑得像小孩的甜美天真,整天透露著傷痛過去,路過的都想走去親他一下。儘管拖著傷痛疲憊的靈魂也會自然大笑,只有在音樂的世界才能偶而自如釋放,也怪不得人家說我冷酷無情。每一個走過來碰碰我的頭,說一聲『我知道』的人都把我弄哭了。只有他,理解但做不來。

夢見天天掛在頸項上的粉藍色圍巾被人搶走了,醒來看見它還在身邊,除了感到安慰,也沒有什麼可以說啦!
 
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